how time passes. the last time I wrote I was still a student who used to claim herself as a "future" educator. but that's just how time flies, I am an educator now. officially a teacher.
it has been two years since i posted my latest entry here, things change. a lot, so far. we're in 2021 now, in the middle in this i-don't-know-when-it-ends Covid 19 Pandemic.
I miss the old days. I hate saying this, because I don't really like holding on to something in the past but everyone's life has changed, including me. I have been planning everything I want to do and everywhere I want to set my foot at, after I have completed my studies. but unfortunately, Allah has a better plan for us, as I myself finished my studies in the midst of this pandemic, and nothing makes me sad more than the fact that I don't even got my chance to attend my convocation. But at least I have a job now, that's something to be proud of.
I honestly don't know what to write here, or what should I rant here. I'm just writing this to fulfill my #PostDuaTahunSekali thing, and I dont think anyone would read this. well at least not someone who knows me, maybe.
I am twenty five years old now. Adulting is really hard and tiring. I have my degree, I have a job, I have my own money (and commitments), but I am also in a phase where everyone around me keeps asking me when I want to get married (as if not getting married is a sin). Well, maybe the next time I'll be updating here, I am already married. Who knows? Or maybe this will be my last entry. maybe.
To whoever is reading this, even though I know no one reads. stay happy, stay safe and stay strong. enjoy your journey and cherish every moment. life is hard, no one says it's easy, but the only way to survive is to accept it. time passes, things will be better at the right time so just trust the process. remember everyone, each and everyone of us has their own timeline, so don't compare our lives with others. be grateful and never complaint. we might fall apart, get hurt and be shaken hard, but we have to stay tough, because in the end it is ourselves, who will be living our lives, because no one else can. and no one else is stronger than ourselves.
so be strong, for yourself.
